Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts

Friday, April 4, 2008

An Angel in Disguise...

There are still a few in this world who would love to help other people... Someone who thinks of others first before himself, who doesn't think of whatever we can offer in exchange for their act of kindness... Instead they help in any way they can offer to achieve whatever is your purpose of being in this side of the world... It may not be of monetary value but just the simple gesture of kindness and patience in you is what matters most...

Indeed, God is really good... all the time... (hehehe.. you know that song?) He knows where to lead us when we're lost. We may not see that He's working on it but He sends someone to help and guide us to the right path... I'm very thankful to God for giving me the opportunity to meet this kind of people, it's not everyday that you stumble upon an angel, an angel without a halo... :)

"Live life to the fullest"

Sunday, December 2, 2007

A trip to San Vicente, Santo Tomas....

November 30, 2007 was a holiday and it means no WORK! Yeah!!! Hooray! But still, I went to the office to attend some VERY important stuff… I texted one of my best friend, Cai last night and told her that we don’t have work tomorrow so instead of going home to Davao, I might just stay here in Tagum since I will be going Home tomorrow night, Saturday..

After having lunch with my officemates (Rio &Debbie), I headed to the terminal of Sto. Tomas. The jeepney was already full when I arrived there so I just sat down at the very edge and told the driver to drop me at 'crossing cabay-angan.' I ride a motorcycle to San Vicente, Santo Tomas where Cai and her family lived. We met at their church and they were having their Thanksgiving there... I saw my 'inaanak' Shine, her nickname, she looked different the last time I saw her... She looked very much like her father now... I can see that Cai's happy with her married life and she seemed contented and didn't have any regrets after all the trials that happened in her life...

San Vicente, Santo Tomas is just a 30 minute ride from Tagum City that's if you'll ride a jeepney, but if you had your own car, it would just take you 15 minutes to be there. You wouldn't see any tall buildings there, you'll only see a wide landscape of rice fields, trees, carabaos, cows and other livestocks... Their life there was so simple yet I see contentment in their happy faces... The people there were friendly and nice too... I've been to this place a couple of times already since college days where I sometimes slept there... We were strolling on their place; Cai, Shine and me then I saw a man towing his carabao on the fields, some were busy planting... The view was really nice that I really wished I have my own digicam so I can capture those moments... We headed to their piggery and they had lots of them... on the next pen were goats and thier newly born kids... aww... they were so cute, too bad I don't have any pictures of them... *sigh* and on the next pen were ducks and geese and they have chickens too... It was like I was having my field trip that day hehehe... I enjoyed watching the kids and Shine enjoyed the experience as well...

Her family treated me as one of their members and was so hospitable. Cai's mom cooked 'Adobong Palaka (Frog)', it's not the ususal frog you'll see in the canal or somewhere else but it's the one you'll see on the rice fields... and it REALLY taste GOOD!!! It's my first time to eat exotic foods like that that I didn't mind the other viands on their table coz I was so busy with the adobong palaka (hahaha). After having dinner I slept at Cai's room again with her baby shine. We were chatting and laughing for hours that we didn't realize it's midnight already and I still have work tomorrow. I really missed those times when we stay up late and just enjoy each others company along with my other bestfriends... I don't know if we could still do that now, well.. I just hope so... Some memories are really hard to forget, especially if it's too memorable... But, that's life... we have to move on....

Early morning, I woke up... It's a saturday, I still want to lay in the bed and get some sleep but I still have work in the office so I get up and get ready while Cai cooked breakfast for me... They then had one of their relative to to drive me back to Tagum. On my way there I saw the rice fields again and the sun was slowly rising... the scene was really nice I can still picture it on my mind... hahaha... but am so sorry I don't have any pics of it.. but still I am so glad that I did went to their place, I really enjoyed my one day stay there... =)

Tagum City's not that fully developed, there were just a few malls which unfortunately closes so early at night (waahh), few bars and restaurants to hang-out with. Though I haven't tour around the whole City yet *smiling* Hhhmm... Well, I was imagining what would be my life in the country... Would I be contented with a life like theirs?

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Learning Experience....

I think I have to let go of my introvert side and be more outspoken… I know I’ve failed the expectation of others and even to myself. I was hurt by the way my evaluation goes but then I have to consider that maybe I really needed to improve more, to work hard on my weaker side and try to enhance it more. It may not be my line of expertise but then I think I still have to exert more effort and improve what is it to be improved. I know I did my part but that’s just what I can do for the moment, it may not be that good to others but for me it was like something that I never thought that I could really do.

I already know from the start that the field I would be entering to would really be a big challenge for me, even though I failed and get hurt by how the result goes, in the end I am still grateful for that experience. It may not be that fulfilling to others but for me it is… I’ve learned a lot from it, learn some things from the tasks that they’ve assigned to me and I've learned a lot more about myself... The experience made me realized and reflect that I needed to improve my character, to be matured and grow in a positive way not for others but for myself. It's not that easy to change yourself but maybe little by little I can manage to do so...

I know I needed to experience those things in order to learn more about myself and life... to learn more for my own growth, so I can be a better person. It hurts but I know I can surpass this and I needed to... I have to... There's more to life than that, what matter is that I've learned to accept those things... God may have other plans for me and He might just be busy planning
and working it out. I don't blame anyone on what happened, I know I have my shortcomings too... I just need to let it go but I just can't control my feelings... I'm not taking it on the negative side and I'm not blaming them, they too just did their part... I won't let my emotions drown me into the darkness but I want to think that it helped bring out the best out of me if this is the way for me to become stronger...

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Food for thought....

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I was having breakfast alone when my sister came into our dining room and sit beside me. While eating, we were talking about her upcoming acquaintance party and other stuff regarding her studies. I was about to finish eating when she remembered an incident that happened yesterday and started telling me her story. Anne said: “Ate Che, Kagahapon ba sa village nila Leah, naay mga bata na nagakolekta ug lamaw.” (Ate {appellation for elder sister} Che, Yesterday at Leah’s village there was a group of kids who are collecting leftovers.) I, on the other hand, was about to laugh as I had my last piece of food on my plate thinking ‘what’s she’s talking about? I’m still eating’, but then I just disregard it and still continue listening to her. Anne: “Kada balay sila nagakolekta ug lamaw, nagdala-dala sila ug dako na balde, pagkahuman nihunong sila gi-abrihan nila ang balde ug gitan-aw ang mga sulod. Tpos nakakita man na sila ug pizza ilang gikuha ug gikaon. Grabe noh? Luoy kaayo sila”. (They were collecting leftovers in every house holding a big bucket of it and after that, they stopped and open it and take a glimpse of what’s inside, They then saw a pizza... took it and started eating it. They're so pitiful.)

With our population rising up and the economy's down, it’s the children who are suffering the most. I feel so sorry for those children; a lot of us are still lucky to have fine foods at our dining table while the others out there are busy looking for anything everywhere just to fill their empty stomachs... :(


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